London was AMAZING!!  It was full of sexy guys, vodka red bulls, british accents, ghetto, icelandic accents, hanging out with our british friends, people from nyu, seeing all the beautiful buildings. Completely random and spotanteous. (We fucking met jude law on the streets!)  AHHH i miss it!!  I had so much fun with teena!!! Well that's all for now, i'll post some pics up later

Linus

I am so excited for spring break!!! it's going to be amazing!! Yesterday i bought my plane ticket to england, and it's crazy, because i got on the same plane as teena.  I don't sit next to her on any of the flights, but on the one from chicago to london, i sit directly behind her, so whoever is next to her better switch me seats. even if they won't, we will still talk non stop.    I cannot wait to bust out my british accent, lol. 

Anyways today i have to study hard core for my Human Anatomy test, and then at 3 i'm going to a server meeting at work :/  After that more studying, and then tonight i'm going to go to this valentines day party, which will be amazing! 

linus

  So i've started back at school, i'm on my 3rd week right now.  It's been really busy for me, i can do it all, and handle it, but i NEED some free time.  French is kind of a bitch right now...  Work is a lot of hours, kinda driving me crazy, i come home on the weekend, and i have no weekend, just work.  Then i go back to school and i don't have time, i'm constantly studying...  I get out some, yes, but i need some time to myself.  

   I've been thinking about my life right now as a whole, and it needs some work.  I have some things that have kind of gotten out of control, that need to be in control.  It's really pathetic.   Another issue is my friends, things just aren't how they used to be, it's really hard to explain, and it's not every single one of them, it just some of them.  I feel constantly out of place, sometimes somewhat taken advantage of, and alone.  I enjoy partying, i do, but i've realized that i never do anything but party, i never enjoy just having a night out, or doing something simple, i always have to go somewhere, my friends are exactly the same, and i always feel like, no one wants to hang out with just me, its "i need to entertain them, and i'm not good enough" .  i'm not saying my partying days are done, because i'm not going to stop anytime soon, i enjoy them.  But i need to learn how to enjoy them, and learn to enjoy doing other things as well.   there are a few people that i can go out with whenever and have a great time.  But there are SOOO many more that would only party with me.  Just makes me feel hmm, i don't know.     I need to make some drug free friends.  Smoking pot is "cool" i personally think it is retarded.  I don't mind if my friends do it, as long as my friends arent screwing up their lives i'm fine.  But to hang out with people who are stoned, it's really boring, it definitely drains their personality.  Then there are those people who smoke pot and drink to be cool, i think it's stupid.  if you're known for being fun to smoke o a fun retarded drunk and you do it to be fun, that is so stupid.  

 "But anyways, i am just really lonely.  i have no  one to talk to.  and i have alot that i really want to say.  i used to have someone to talk to.  someone that i could go to whenever i needed someone to listen to me.  but he moved to NC.  it is unhealthy to let my thoughts eat away at me like this.  i just want a friend to be as close to me as he was.  and i am willing to let you in. SOS"

Things like this make me sad, especially when it's my friend.  I dont' understand why everyone needs some significant other..  Well i guess i should be thankful i have loving parents.  i'll finish this entry later, i'm tired

Linus

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